help?

A girl is sitting alone in the darkness crying
is it anything I can do to help?
no she says and it doesn't seem like she's lying

and thats how far i got on my poem because I couldn't figure out any word that rhymed with help.
I'm not good at writing poems but I do try sometimes when I've got stuff on my mind.

you know help is a word that I hear, see and use pretty much lately. It's a nice little word. Help.
I really like the word help specially if you can actually help. I don't like to not being able to help people. that just leads back to the last entry i wrote on here, about feeling useless. You know funny enough I'm actually wearing my beatles t-shirt right now which ofcourse says help. haha. But well the reason I like the word help and like to help people is probably the same as everyone else. It's a good feeling, you really feel good after you've helped someone and it's even better to know that the person you've helped actually got help to achieve or sort out whatever it was you helped them with. I don't think I've ever repeated the word Help this much before. Another good thing about this word is asking it. And then someone comes along and helps you. And then you don't need to sit there trying to figure out whatever you couldn't manage to do... right I'm confusing myself now so I think I'll stop rambling now and leave you with a nice song (:

I feel so useless, do you?

Like whats the point in me living?? well I have no plans to commit suicide or something just to let you know! It's just I've been thinking about myself what do I do, what am I good at that can help others? what do I do that's any use to others? I can't come up with anything. right now I just feel like a attention seeking pain in the ass, with no real life experience at all! I can't give anyone advice about anything. I have no idea how to help people who are sad to feel better. even if I've gone through the same thing myself! Does anyone feel I have done something that's useful? please let me know!

McFly Live at Liverpool echo Arena!

We entered the building and found our seats. We had front row tickets! :D We waited and was messing around until Vagabond or whatever they were called came on, cos they were the support act. They were alriight (: Then they got off again and we waited for McFly. There were this family that was sitting beside us, and the man and I was talking and he said that he had seen McFly 5 times but he didn't like them though, it was his wife and kid that was fans... After a while McFly finally came on! started off with One for the Radio, they were amaaazing live, as always! The man who "didn't like McFly" was dancing around knowing the words to EVERY song, haha liar! and me and Rikke were jumping/dancing around having the time of our lifes! :D Tom stood right infront of us when they played Tranny cos he and Dougie switched instruments. And he looked straight at me and Rikke and said "I have no idea how to play this thing" hihi and We both got eye contact with all of them it was awesome. aand we touched Harry. haha Seriously theres no words to describe how awesome they are live! Me and Rikke have already made a deal to go and see them together again! :D here's some pictures! enjoy!

Liverpool!

you ready to hear about me and Rikke's awesome trip to Liverpool? Well if not, stop reading, if you are.. well keep on reading!

Friday 10th of July:
We arrived in Liverpool around 2 pm and took the bus to the city center, where we took another bus to our hotel. we checked in and then went off to explore the city. We went to the Liverpool one which is this big shopping area or something. yer.. we did some shopping and then we went to the cinema to see Ice age 3, in 3D. It was a good movie! haha I was laughing so hard! Then it was good night for us.

Saturday 11th of July:
We woke up at 9am, got dressed and ready to go out! ate breakfast at subway and then off to find some sightseeing bus thingy and we did. We saw loads of different things, and it was a lot of fun! After that we went to the Liverpool one again and went shopping, the time flew by and soon we headed home to get ready for McFly concert! We had to pick up the tickets at the box office and then we went to eat at pizzahut. and theen we went to the gig at the echo arena! I'll write another entry about it later and I'll throw in some pictures aswell. After the gig we decided to go clubbing. I wasn't really in the mood though and we were soaked anyway cos it was raining like hell so we headed off to the hotel pretty soon and then off to bed!

Sunday 12th of July:
We got up at 10 am and went off to subway as we did the day before. and then we went to the beatles museum it was fuun! then we took this thing called The yellow duckmarine. it was like a sightseeing bus but it also went on water so like a boat bus. i dunno. after that we went to a marine museum and then off to a museum about john lennon. After that we went to eat at pizzahut again, our waiter was called Danny :D haha ad then later on we went out clubbing, it was fun. except for this one annoying guy but he left in the end. me and Rikke got so wasted I'm surprised we found our way to the hotel. well and then we had two hours of sleep before we had to go to the airport to fly back home.







I miss Liverpool already!

2. hyttetur, over og ut!

Kom akkurat hjem fra hytta mi i Rygge nærmere bestemt Fuglevik! og hvilken fuglevik får dere finne ut av sjæl, de er nemmelig så oppfinnsomme i rygge at det finnes to! det finnes også 2 eller 3 steder som heter huseby og i tillegg finnes det et sted på jeløya som heter fuglevik. mossinger asså. jaa jaa, hva gjorde jeg på hytta?? joo

Mandag: vi kom fram, surra rundt, bada :D det var vaaarmt i vannet altså, såå ut med båten en tur. prøvde å fiske men fikk ingenting! hmf! jeg som alltid pleier å få størst fisk. jaja. så inn og glo på film og surre mer.

Tirsdag: stå opp, vente på at resten av folka skal stå opp.. såå dro vi til mosseporten senteret vandra litt rundt og titta i butikker, så dro vi til Rygge storsenter, drit dårlig senter btw. meeen de har peppes. Så vi spiste på peppes. driiit godt as usual mmm^^ Så kom vi hjem, jeg ville ut med båten meen nei det var for store bølger. Så da satt vi inne og glodde på film og tv og jeg har også fargelagt Tom sine tegninger i photoshop. ganske gøy å drive med når man kjeder seg, har igjen en, så kan poste når jeg er ferdig :) også måtte jo så klart mamma se på mj's minnestund tingtang. seriøst jeg er så lei mj! ugh. også ja var det mer tv gloing får man la seg.

Onsdag: våkna til torden og lyn. og sprenging. ikke gøy! meen det gikk over ganske fort. jeg og pappa dro inn til moss og veksla kroner til pund! for jeg drar til Liverpool i MORGEN! :D såå kom vi hjem til hytta igjen. surra ruundt så skulle vi bade men jeg ville ikke allikevel for det var så mange brennmaneter der. både på vei ut til skjæret og der vi skulle bade så da gikk vi tilbake fra skjæret igjen og opp på hytta. jeg klarte så klart å brenne meg på en da. bombe. såå spiste vi middag før pappa kjørte meg til moss stasjon hvor jeg tok toget til oslo s, der jeg ble henta av Trine og faren også kjørte vi til den stygge telekiosken og så stabæk slå lsk ut av cupen :'( men fy faen så dårlig lsk spilte! jeg blir gal! FULL SKJERPINGS TIL SØNDAG!!!!!!!!!!!! så hjem igjen til torden og lyn. blæh!

Torsdag: (idag) Jeg våkna og kjente at det stakk i låret, jeg klødde meg og kjente at det var en stor klump der... det var FLÅTT!! uææææ. jeg skreik byksa ned fra senga og ut til pappa som tok den ut. EKKELT! jeg håper jeg ikke får no sjukdom stuff! æsj æsj æsj. 2. gang jeg blir bitt av flått. >< forrige gang måtte jeg gå på penicillin. men satser på at detta går bra ^^ ellers får jeg dø seinere men først skal jeg til Liverpool!! men jaa så vi dro hjem i dag da, siden det var så dårlig vær og lite å finne på. engentlig ganske greit hvem veit vel hva som kunne ha skjedd med meg av ulykkes ting i dag.

Liste over skader jg har fått på bare 4 dager:
[x] gått på tornebusk x 2
[x] brent meg på brennesle x 3
[x] Brent meg på brennmanet x 2
[x] fått blåmerker jeg ikke aner hvordan jeg har fått x 4
[x] sår x 3
[x] skalla haka i vasken
[x] skalla hue i bordet
[x] bitt av flått
[x] sparka butt i dørkarmen x omtrent hver gang jeg gikk ut
[x] brannsår fra tau

ulykkesfugl, jeg?? langt i fra...

Vi var på hyttetur med eerm katta vår i bur... yeah

Nå har jeg akkurat kommi hjem fra hyttetur! eller nå er det vel blitt noen timer siden menmen. Jeg var på hytta på fjellet som jeg kalder den, den ligger i Valdres, nærmere bestemt Etnedal, og ennå nærmere bestemt Ølslykkja. Eller bare, en halvtime unna Fagernes. jaa så hytta vår heter Sætherbu! yeah! Vi kom opp på mandag og har hvert der til i dag. Tiden gikk faktisk ganske fort, og det var ikke såå kjedelig som jeg trodde det skulle bli hele tiden. hva gjorde vi deer?? jo vi satt rundt om kring.. jeg leste i boka mi The time travelers wife, den er litt kjedelig. eller ikke kjedelig men det skjer liksom ikke noe veldig spennende.. so far hvetfall. Meeen jeg liker den for det, tror jeeg (: På tirsdag kjøpte vi oss et kjøleskap! jeg skjønner ikke åssen vi har overlevd uten kjøleskap før men det har vi visst gjort. Onsdag dro vi til Fargnes en tur og titta litt rundt før vi dro til Beitostølen. Der spiste vi på peppes mmm også besøkte vi tanta og onkelen ooog kusina mi på campingvogna dems. Såå bar det hjem til LSK kamp! 3-2 seier! vel fortjent! synd vi ikke klarte å holde 0'n menmen MYKLE SCORTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha jeg ble så glad! :D og jeg synes veldig synd på Nordtveit. Det så veldig vondt ut! god bedring. Såå torsdag gikk vi en tur til noe vi kalder for Linnebrua. grunnen er at jeg elska å gå til den brua når jeg var liten. Der vassa vi, og jeg skalla... hardt. auau. Jeg har også sett alle tre pirates of the caribbean filmene mens jeg var der. Blir aldri lei de! også pussla jeg 500 brikkers puslespill. Ble ikke ferdig da. tralala hva mer?? hmm jo glodde på tv da. Mata sauer, for dem er det en del av rundt der ja! og Max er redd for dem hihi. Var deilig å komme hjem igjen til sivilasjonen. Meen skulle ønske jeg tok med meg været fra hytta for der var det nemlig bare 14 grader om natta! :D heeerlig! ^^ Nå skal jeg nyte internett en stund til før jeg tipper jeg ser på en film eller noe!

The best music is essentially there to provide you something to face the world with -Bruce Springsteen

What a wise saying eh? I don't know if it means something to you, but it really does to me! (:

Soo.. Here I am sitting in my bed with a fan literally right in my face, windows wide open but I'm still boiling! ugh! I probably sound like I hate the summer but I don't it's just a bit too warm and like no wind or anything, am practically melting away! And I'm drinking so much that I don't even get hungry and that sucks because I want to get hungry and eat good food. but anyhow that's not what this entry was supposed to be about. See today Bruce Springsteen had a gig in
Hyde park in London and Danny Jones was to no McFly fan's surprise going to watch him! so were his fellow bandmember Tom Fletcher and his girlfriend Giovanna. I have no idea about the rest of the band cos they haven't written anything about it on twitter ;) Well anyways I was so Jealous at them, because I'm a big fan of Bruce Springsteen myself and haven't had the chance to see him yet due to, well different things. Well I have seen him walking out of a hotel here in Norway but you know, I have never seen him preforming live! But ofcourse I was really happy for them aswell. Lucky people I thought getting to go to his gig. Then I kinda forgot about it for awhile until I checked Twitter a little while ago where Tom had tweeted: Tommcfly Wow, got to stand on the side of the stage to watch Bruce Springsteen...AMAZING! http://yfrog.com/10gfvnj How amazing is that??? seeing Bruce Springsteen from the side of the stage! ofcourse I got even more jealous now but ofcourse also even more happy for them! and then Danny posts this tweet



Seriously when I read that, I felt that it was me that just happened too! haha I got soo happy on his behalf! I couldn't stop smiling! I'm actually sitting here smiling right now :D :D :D :D how awesome it that?? He met THE BOSS his biggest idol! I'd die if I was him right now! And not only did he meet the boss! He met Bon Jovi aswell! That's like 2 of my favourites at once! I'm sooo jealous right now! but so happy at the same time! :D and I can't even imagine how he must feel right now! Bruce Springsteen! geese! :D It's so weird I've never been so glad for someone I don't even know before haha. But then again Danny is my idol, even though I don't know him in person I feel like a know him still. It probably sound dead weird but through all the clips I've seen of him and McFly through the years everything from music videos, to interviews, children programmes, backstage stuff, fans meeting them and so on. I feel like I know as much about him as I would with any other friend, not like bestfriend you know but like a classmate or whatever. okey erm yes. enough about that. aaanyway I think it's a bit unfair though, like if you get famous in a band or as an actress or whatever you suddenly have the chance to do everything! I so want to get famous one day! well actually no. But I really really want to play guitar for a living, be in someones favourite band, make amazing music and make people happy, just as my idols and the bands/artists I listen to makes me happy! And also make music that can help people get through tough situations. It must be such a good feeling knowing that by writing and making that song you've helped a heartbroken 19 year old get over her ex boyfriend or whatever. I want to help people! I'd donate loads of money to different causes! This is starting to sound like a miss world speech right now. haha oh well I also want to get the chance to meet my idols, and other inspiring people, travel around see new places, play loads and loads of live shows! And basically just have an amazing time doing what I love with friends that I love! Ahnd if I have to get famous to get to do this then so be it! I could always be the famous guitarist who never took her mask of. So that no one really knew who I was. hmm. haha. oh screw this! MCFLY! I WANT TO LIVE A LIFE LIKE YOU!!! short summary of everythig I've written. haha. I'm getting overtired now if that's a word, I don't know. I have to wake up early to go to my cabin tomorrow! one week of torture here I come! >< and yes it's torture! A cabin with absolutely nothing to do except watch TV and we only have nrk1! and theres no electricity! we have to get our water from a well 100 meters away! and theres no toilet inside either. aaand my annoying little sister and I have to share a room! Only positive thing is a book I've bought, "The time travelers wife" Hope I don't finish it too fast! Hopefully will be home in one piece. night night

Project = failed

yeeees I failed my project, becaaause I'm lazy and it's seriously way to warm to play guitar! I tried and I nearly melted away! Buuut i did learn I've got you, Nothing, Ultraviolet, Too close for comfort, That Girl and nearly Obviously though so I did do something! but this was on monday though. Tuesday I spent the day at Trine's place! we watched Twilight and the number 23! :) A fun daay (: then yesterday I was supposed to watch the mito dvd and learn new songs but neeh I watched Holiday in the sun instead! and noow I'm going to watch "the Lizzie Mcguire movie" I think it's called in english. It brings back memorieees ^^ I remember when I was younger I used to come home from school to watch Lizzie Mcguire black hole high aaand so little time! man I miss those days! haha and it's an advert on the lizzie mcguire movie now about Pirates of the Caribbean the curse of the black pearl. I love that film, maybe I'll watch it afterwards :D well the movie starts noow! so off I go!

ooh and btw me and Rikke is going to Liverpool!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

My little project!

Right now i decided to start a little project. The summer holiday has started and I've got loads of days with NOTHING to do, and since I'm not that found of the sitting out relaxing in the sun stuff I've decided right now that the first three days with nothing to do, that is today, Wednesday and probably friday I'm going to wake up watch hollyoaks, theen watch a McFly dvd, theen just sit here and do nothing, theen eat dinner and then go upstairs to my room and learn all the songs from the McFly dvd's on guitar!

So day 1. that is today I'm watching the wonderland dvd so my mission for today is to learn the following songs: I've got you, Nothing, Obviously, Ultraviolet, Too close for comfort, That Girl, Silence is a scary sound, She falls asleep, Unsaid things, The ballad of paul K, Don't know why, 5 colours in her hair, Pinball wizard, room on the third floor, memory lane, all about you, I'll be okay and I wanna hold you!

I don't think I'll manage to learn everyone.. buut only time will tell! :D haha wish me luck! oh and btw when I'm saying I'm going to learn them I mean learn them by heart! :) Not learn how to play them fast while reading the chords/tabs ;p

Musiiic

okeey blogg på norsk! :D veldig meningsløst men jeg gjør dette nå fordi jeg ikke har noe annet å gjøre og jeg vil ikke bare sitte her fordi da begynner jeg å tenke og jeg vil ikke tenke fordi det gjør vondt å tenke fordi jeg bare tenker på triste ting!

så ja tittelen er music fordi jeg tenkte jeg skulle ramse opp alle bandene/artistene jeg har sett live, vil se live igjen eller jeg ikke har sett men vil se! så med mindre du er uhyre interesert i det så er det likeså greit å stoppe å lese nu! :)

oog har noen noen ideer til band jeg burde se let me know! :D

band/artister jeg har sett live siden 2007:
Crash
Pale kids
Flying Crap
Billy Talent
My Chemical Romance
Army of Freshmen
Wheatus
Bowling for Soup
Son of Dork
Elliot Minor
McFLY
Bon Jovi
The hoosiers
Robyn
Pigeon detectives
The feeling
One Night Only
Scouting for girls
Basshunter
Alphabeat
Duffy
Sam Sparro
Feeder
The zutons
Reemer
David Archuletta
A-HA
Alexander Rybak
Metro Station
Aqua
Paperboys
Karpe Diem
White Lies
Timbuktu
Jahn Teigen og Anita Skorgan
Lene Marlin
Tone Damli Aaberge
Åge Sten Nilsen

Band/artister jeg veldig gjerne vil se igjen:
Billy Talent
Bowling for soup
Son of Dork
Bon Jovi
McFLY
White Lies

Band/artister jeg ikke har sett men vil seee:
AC/DC
All time low
Avril Lavigne
Bruce Springsteen
Bullet for my valentine
Disturbed
Green Day
Jimmy Eat World
Lamb of God
Muse
Kiss
New found glory
Simple plan
Three days grace

jeg har sikkert glemt en del men tror jeg fikk med mesteparten! ^^