Soo.. Here I am sitting in my bed with a fan literally right in my face, windows wide open but I'm still boiling! ugh! I probably sound like I hate the summer but I don't it's just a bit too warm and like no wind or anything, am practically melting away! And I'm drinking so much that I don't even get hungry and that sucks because I want to get hungry and eat good food. but anyhow that's not what this entry was supposed to be about. See today Bruce Springsteen had a gig in


Seriously when I read that, I felt that it was me that just happened too! haha I got soo happy on his behalf! I couldn't stop smiling! I'm actually sitting here smiling right now :D :D :D :D how awesome it that?? He met THE BOSS his biggest idol! I'd die if I was him right now! And not only did he meet the boss! He met Bon Jovi aswell! That's like 2 of my favourites at once! I'm sooo jealous right now! but so happy at the same time! :D and I can't even imagine how he must feel right now! Bruce Springsteen! geese! :D It's so weird I've never been so glad for someone I don't even know before haha. But then again Danny is my idol, even though I don't know him in person I feel like a know him still. It probably sound dead weird but through all the clips I've seen of him and McFly through the years everything from music videos, to interviews, children programmes, backstage stuff, fans meeting them and so on. I feel like I know as much about him as I would with any other friend, not like bestfriend you know but like a classmate or whatever. okey erm yes. enough about that. aaanyway I think it's a bit unfair though, like if you get famous in a band or as an actress or whatever you suddenly have the chance to do everything! I so want to get famous one day! well actually no. But I really really want to play guitar for a living, be in someones favourite band, make amazing music and make people happy, just as my idols and the bands/artists I listen to makes me happy! And also make music that can help people get through tough situations. It must be such a good feeling knowing that by writing and making that song you've helped a heartbroken 19 year old get over her ex boyfriend or whatever. I want to help people! I'd donate loads of money to different causes! This is starting to sound like a miss world speech right now. haha oh well I also want to get the chance to meet my idols, and other inspiring people, travel around see new places, play loads and loads of live shows! And basically just have an amazing time doing what I love with friends that I love! Ahnd if I have to get famous to get to do this then so be it! I could always be the famous guitarist who never took her mask of. So that no one really knew who I was. hmm. haha. oh screw this! MCFLY! I WANT TO LIVE A LIFE LIKE YOU!!! short summary of everythig I've written. haha. I'm getting overtired now if that's a word, I don't know. I have to wake up early to go to my cabin tomorrow! one week of torture here I come! >< and yes it's torture! A cabin with absolutely nothing to do except watch TV and we only have nrk1! and theres no electricity! we have to get our water from a well 100 meters away! and theres no toilet inside either. aaand my annoying little sister and I have to share a room! Only positive thing is a book I've bought, "The time travelers wife" Hope I don't finish it too fast! Hopefully will be home in one piece. night night