The best music is essentially there to provide you something to face the world with -Bruce Springsteen

What a wise saying eh? I don't know if it means something to you, but it really does to me! (:

Soo.. Here I am sitting in my bed with a fan literally right in my face, windows wide open but I'm still boiling! ugh! I probably sound like I hate the summer but I don't it's just a bit too warm and like no wind or anything, am practically melting away! And I'm drinking so much that I don't even get hungry and that sucks because I want to get hungry and eat good food. but anyhow that's not what this entry was supposed to be about. See today Bruce Springsteen had a gig in
Hyde park in London and Danny Jones was to no McFly fan's surprise going to watch him! so were his fellow bandmember Tom Fletcher and his girlfriend Giovanna. I have no idea about the rest of the band cos they haven't written anything about it on twitter ;) Well anyways I was so Jealous at them, because I'm a big fan of Bruce Springsteen myself and haven't had the chance to see him yet due to, well different things. Well I have seen him walking out of a hotel here in Norway but you know, I have never seen him preforming live! But ofcourse I was really happy for them aswell. Lucky people I thought getting to go to his gig. Then I kinda forgot about it for awhile until I checked Twitter a little while ago where Tom had tweeted: Tommcfly Wow, got to stand on the side of the stage to watch Bruce Springsteen...AMAZING! http://yfrog.com/10gfvnj How amazing is that??? seeing Bruce Springsteen from the side of the stage! ofcourse I got even more jealous now but ofcourse also even more happy for them! and then Danny posts this tweet



Seriously when I read that, I felt that it was me that just happened too! haha I got soo happy on his behalf! I couldn't stop smiling! I'm actually sitting here smiling right now :D :D :D :D how awesome it that?? He met THE BOSS his biggest idol! I'd die if I was him right now! And not only did he meet the boss! He met Bon Jovi aswell! That's like 2 of my favourites at once! I'm sooo jealous right now! but so happy at the same time! :D and I can't even imagine how he must feel right now! Bruce Springsteen! geese! :D It's so weird I've never been so glad for someone I don't even know before haha. But then again Danny is my idol, even though I don't know him in person I feel like a know him still. It probably sound dead weird but through all the clips I've seen of him and McFly through the years everything from music videos, to interviews, children programmes, backstage stuff, fans meeting them and so on. I feel like I know as much about him as I would with any other friend, not like bestfriend you know but like a classmate or whatever. okey erm yes. enough about that. aaanyway I think it's a bit unfair though, like if you get famous in a band or as an actress or whatever you suddenly have the chance to do everything! I so want to get famous one day! well actually no. But I really really want to play guitar for a living, be in someones favourite band, make amazing music and make people happy, just as my idols and the bands/artists I listen to makes me happy! And also make music that can help people get through tough situations. It must be such a good feeling knowing that by writing and making that song you've helped a heartbroken 19 year old get over her ex boyfriend or whatever. I want to help people! I'd donate loads of money to different causes! This is starting to sound like a miss world speech right now. haha oh well I also want to get the chance to meet my idols, and other inspiring people, travel around see new places, play loads and loads of live shows! And basically just have an amazing time doing what I love with friends that I love! Ahnd if I have to get famous to get to do this then so be it! I could always be the famous guitarist who never took her mask of. So that no one really knew who I was. hmm. haha. oh screw this! MCFLY! I WANT TO LIVE A LIFE LIKE YOU!!! short summary of everythig I've written. haha. I'm getting overtired now if that's a word, I don't know. I have to wake up early to go to my cabin tomorrow! one week of torture here I come! >< and yes it's torture! A cabin with absolutely nothing to do except watch TV and we only have nrk1! and theres no electricity! we have to get our water from a well 100 meters away! and theres no toilet inside either. aaand my annoying little sister and I have to share a room! Only positive thing is a book I've bought, "The time travelers wife" Hope I don't finish it too fast! Hopefully will be home in one piece. night night