This day officially sucked

like all the other days, im just sitting here in my room like a complete loner. cos thats what i am. was supposed to go to the cinema today. but noo. so i have just been sitting here. well not just sitting right here, i've played some guitar too, and watched tv. what a life. now im listening to don't know why<3 i love that song and it really means so much to me. the good thing about songs is that you can interpret them the way you want. one song can mean lots of different things to different people. like dont know why was a song danny wrote with his sister when he's dad left him his sister and their mom with another woman, but that doesn't mean anything to me. well i do feel sorry for him though but anyways. that song means much to me because of other reasons. yeah whatever, im so tired now i dont really know what im writing lol. god i could just sit/lay here forever listening to danny's voice^^ its so b-e-a-utiful! but now im going to sleep. and pray to god that i don't wake up again. i didn't mean that. i dont want to die. well i do but at the same time i dont. but when your life is at its worst, it can only get better, ey? if not then i swear to god this will end with suicide